Meet Me

 

As you may have guessed here is where I shall tell you a little about myself.
My name is Silvia and I am 39 years old. I was born in Germany but have been
living in England since 1994. I have many interests. I collect Beannie Babys, Cat
Ornaments and Aynsley China. I discovered the Internet about four Years ago. I have
always wanted to have my own Website but was never sure how to go about it. I always
had Front Page Express on my Computer but being Computer illiterate never knew
how to use it. Until March 2001 and four years of Internet use. I discovered I do not
need to know HTML language to start of with. Everything I need is on the Internet.

 

In March 2001 I was diagnoses as suffering from depression. Now I am not that kind of person or so I thought. I always thought Depression was for People who don't like work and want an easy way out, or an excuse. How wrong can you be!!!!!!

The symtoms I had were very similar to exhaustion, but I just thought because at the time I was sleeping badly that was it. It will go away when I go on holiday. It did while I was on Holiday but on my return I just went back to square one. I also noticed that when I went out I would start shaking and my skin would *crawl* and I get a tingling feeling. But of course I was still in denial. But it was starting to affect my work. So I took the plunge and went to the Doctor. Initianly for some sleep aid. All the Doctor said to me: Good morning and how can I help you.
Well that was the trigger, I completly broke down. And there it was!! I was signed of given Medication. The time of I had I spend on the Internet searching for subjects regarding depression, and after reading some of those I realised that yes :
I suffer from depression.
I needed to take my mind of myself and the Depression, so I spend all day
on the Internet and my Computer. And you know something? Well you are looking
at the result right now. It was like therapy and I discovered I could do things
I never thought I would understand. And the online comunity is a great place
to find help, with anything. All the people that have Websites out there are
willing to help in one way or another.

 

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